"Some friends don’t understand this. They don’t understand how desperate I am to have someone say, I love you and I support you just the way you are because you’re wonderful just the way you are. They don’t understand that I can’t remember anyone ever saying that to me. I am so demanding and difficult for my friends because I want to crumble and fall apart before them so that they will love me even though I am no fun, lying in bed, crying all the time, not moving. Depression is all about If you loved me you would."
- Most people: turnt up, lets get weird! TGIF!
- Me: can I take my sleeping pills yet or
What it’s like taking sleeping pills
What it’s like after I’ve built up a tolerance after taking them for a few days
(I know you want to),
tell me I’m worthless,
that I’m stupid and immature.
I can no longer feel anything,
or rather, I think I’m floating,
(I can’t be touched),
I’m going up, up, up!
Soon I’ll be asleep
and you’ll try to smack me awake
but I won’t hear you.
you know the otp is real when you’re screaming about them LOOKING at each other